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Website

www.elliebrown.com

College / University

MFA San Jose State University, BFA Massachusetts College of Art

Program

Photography, Media Arts

Graduation

1 May 2002

Member type

Artist

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Photography

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Ellie Brown is a native of Boston, MA where she attended Massachusetts College of Art. She received her B.F.A. in photography in 1997 and her M.F.A. in Photography from San Jose State University in 2002. Ellie has received numerous awards including: a 2008 Pollock-Krasner Foundation grant, a Leeway Foundation grant, first prize from the Fraser Gallery's International photo competition, a featured artist from women in photography international, the Calumet Award from the Print Center’s 2006 and 2008 International Photography Competition. In addition, Ellie has attended artist in residencies at the Santa Fe Art Institute in 2006, Atlantic Center for the Arts in New Smyrna Beach, FL with acclaimed photographer Graciela Iturbide in 2002 a 2007 residency in Costa Rica at the David and Julia White Artist Colony. Both her bookwork and photographs are exhibited extensively nationally and internationally including Mexico, Romania, Greece, a solo exhibition at the International Museum of Contemporary Art in Anchorage, AK. She had 2008 solo exhibition at the Galeria Nacional in Costa Rica. Ellie debuted her Lover’s Books in Philadelphia and spoke about it at the regional Society for Photographic Education conference in November 2006. Ellie has been photographing girls’ issues since 1996 and making altered bookwork since 2002. From 2005-2007 Ellie has taught in NJ, NY, CA, PA and as a full-time lecturer in photography and 2D foundations at Tyler School of Art from 2005-2007. She is now currently looking to publish the work about her sisters called Identity Quest: About My Sisters 1996-2006. Ellie is currently a visiting professor of Digital Information at the University of Ulsan, South Korea until December 2008.

About my artwork

The Beginning
I began photographing my sisters in 1993 during my first photography class in high school. It wasn’t until I was a sophomore at Massachusetts College of Art that I began to take it seriously as a project and see its larger potential thanks to the urging of my professors Laura McPhee, Abelardo Morell, Nicholas Nixon, Virginia Beahan and Shelburne Thurber.
I began trying to compare my sister’s very different lives to my own. We have different mothers; theirs being Jane my stepmother, but we share the same father I was fascinated by how I thought they were being socialized into Girls with a capital G. I loved when I could catch them staring in the mirror pretending to have breasts, playing with their toy ironing boards and dolls or playing dress-up in a princess dress. At the same time, I started photographing their friends. What I discovered defeated my notion that there was an easy definition to what a girl is, as much as I wanted to find it.
At the time I began photographing seriously, Abby was seven and Emily was eight. Emily was adopted when I was 12 because my stepmother and father couldn’t conceive. As soon as they adopted her, Jane became pregnant with Abby. They are nine months apart where they were always in the same grade. I was absolutely thrilled to have two little sisters because I had always dreamed of having one, not to mention two.
When my sisters entered my life, I was going through some very rough pre-adolescent years. I had lost all sense of self-confidence due to mean female friends and male teasing. My mother didn’t know how to deal with my newly desired independence, which resulted in us fighting most of the time and my eventually being kicked out of her house and into my father’s. I strongly believe that the timing of their coming into my life during those years has everything to do with when I started photographing them and why I’ve continued for ten years. I always felt that their upper middle-class upbringing was privileged in many ways that I never could access in my own life. They had two parents, a stable household and many material possessions I was never granted. I moved out of my father’s house to attend college when they were five and so we had some years together where I understood their lives, but afterwards I tried to understand my sisters through my camera because we were not close.
Our twelve and thirteen year age difference has really left a gap in closeness that I have with my natural brother and that they have with each other. I know that every time I would come home to photograph it felt to me as if my sisters and I were spending time together but they resented me only coming to spend time and take photos. (Or at least that is how they remember it.)
Emily
Emily is the older of the two and was adopted at the age of two weeks. Emily has always done well in school and may very well be considered an overachiever. She excelled in swimming and collected a huge amount of ribbons and trophies and might have been considered a tomboy. She’s goofy and has an oddball sense of humor the family finds endearing. Emily knows more about college football than anyone I’ve ever met and wants to go into sports management. She has traveled to Mexico and Puerto Rico to work on public service projects. She also developed anorexia in 2004. Emily’s sickness has been a huge strain on the family in trying to get her the help she needs and trying to understand. I live 300 miles away and often feel helpless in that there is nothing I can do to help her but to tell her that I love her and I think that she is a beautiful and amazing person. She’s slowly getting better, meaning that she knows to eat enough to stay out t of the hospital, but she still displays anorexic symptoms and an intense interest in her appearance that didn’t exist before. For a while she wouldn’t let me photograph her. She would hide and even on one occasion, cry and run into her room. Now I understand that as her wanting to disappear physically, which a camera will not allow. In June 2006, Emily graduated high school and is working, got her first apartment and is attending Boston College. I have high hopes for her because she works so hard to achieve whatever she wants but I also worry that on her own she’ll relapse into severe anorexia.
Abby
Abby, the youngest, was always a funny and charismatic child. She often would do hysterical impressions of people, lip sync and dance to songs she liked. From an early age, Abby always showed an interest in her appearance, spending a lot of time in front of the m mirror and playing with clothes. In middle school Abby joined a materialistic, partying and mean popular group and her personality completely changed. She became mean and manipulative and obsessed with material possessions. She failed to graduate high school because of too many skipped classes and has yet to learn to take responsibility for her life. In the past year she’s refused to let me photograph her anymore and so any recent image I have of her is of her back turned to the camera or of her empty room. Abby makes me sad like I’ve had so little impact as a positive female role model in her life. I want her to succeed and it’s hard to watch her mess up again and again, to learn her lessons the hard way. At this point she’s had multiple run-ins with the police and did not pass her first year of junior college but has been accepted to another school in Rhode Island. Before pre-adolescence Emily and Abby were best friends and since then it’s on and off. Recently they were constantly at war but a certain caring has begun to surface on occasion. I sincerely hope that they can mend their differences and find closeness again. I also hope that I can find a new closeness with my sisters in the near future.
A Quest for Identity in Ten Years
For these ten years I have been fascinated with how a girl, specifically my sisters, develops identity through her adolescence. I am interested in how she may show or hide that identity and what steps she took to own it. I can look at my own process of developing my identity and find non-similarities to my sisters. It is my hope that this quest is expressed in the images and will in fact open dialogue about what girls go through emotionally, academically and physically to find or not find their strong woman inside. I have done a lot of research over these ten years about girls, their confidence and their voice, referencing writers, sociologists and psychologists like Carol Gilligan, Peggy Orenstein, Naomi Wolf, Joan Jacobs Brumberg, Jean Kilbourne and others. It’s been very powerful for me to show this work to a group of girl scouts or high schoolers and talk about my sisters' issues and the images to have the audiences critique and respond from their point of view, still being in the middle of it all.
I wish my sisters only the best and thank them and my entire family for ten years of putting up with my camera and me. I hope someday they can see this work as something beyond images of themselves and emblematic of something larger. This work is dedicated to Emily and Abby.

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